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Name: Sarah
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 2/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance, Soccer, Theater, Football, Collecting Coins, God, Boys (occasionally), Singing, Babysitting, Art
Expertise: Expert, are you kidding me?
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Seesau14
Member Since:
2/17/2004
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| I turn ninteen in thirteen days! I'm so excited not to be eighteen anymore! I really feel young when I tell people I'm eighteen, especially when people think I'm like 21 or 24. I did have someone think I was 24 the other day. N it's not that people look at me differently when they learn I'm only eighteen but I feel as if they do. It's as if they realize that I'm not as mature as they thought or something. I'm really glad I'm not 24 yet because I can still get away with crazy stuff and blame it on being a teenager. Also by the time I'm 24 I could be married and I really don't want to be married quite yet. There's so many things I want to do before I get married. It seems like so many people are getting married though. Married or engaged. I don't like it. I want my friends to stay single like me. However I CANT lie and say I don't want a boyfriend, however I dn't want just any boy so I really don't think it'll happen for a while if it does happen at all. But he's worth waiting for, AND I'm worth it. Lol. True? True! Lol. I'm really glad everyone seems to like my picture. It doesn't really look like me, however it is my personality in full throttle so I guess it is definately what I look like on the inside? I don't know, I like it but at the same time I think it looks silly. But then I'm about as silly as they come! Who else could get away with looking like me and still look cute? Not that I think I look cute like hot, but cute like "oh she's so cute". Lol, I'm so babbling. I want to see everyone on Valentines day so if you can come visit me! | | |
| Queen is coming, Queen is coming!
"I don't want to go to school, I want to stay home and bake cookies with you."
Where is the Love?
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| Allright, so me and my sister finally did it! We got our noses pierced! We're so excited and we love them and they are so cute! Although they are so small that not allot of people notice or if they do they just think that we had them before. But no we got them done on Monday. Monday night! It hurt more than I thought but no more than a shot or getting blood drawn.
I finally figured out how to upload pictures on to my xanga site. Yeah I know how retarded. And I'm probably the only person who doesn't really have a myspace but who cares? I really don't.
I love having close friends. Not something that happens all that often but ever since I've been on PIT crew I've gotten so many new close friends, and there's one guy I really like too. How long has it been since I've really liked a guy? Oh it's been a while. I haven't even had a boyfriend for eight or nine months or something. But it's okay if I had had a boyfriend these past several months I wouldn't have had as many good girlfriends as I now have. Kristi, Jessica, Rachel, Rachel, Sarah and then all my guy friends. Gordon, Chris, Danny, Garrett (but that's another story).
I love my church. I love being a part of it. I love going to it. I love helping out at all five services and going wherever needed whether it's Crash Bar, Kidsworld, dramas or just putting pens on chairs. I''ve even had to clean the bathrooms a couple times. And I just love doing all of it. Cuz as the song goes, " Ill become even more undignified than this, some may say it's foolishness but I'll become even more undignified than this, leave my pride by my side". Oh I just love Living Hope! | | |
| Dear Jesus,
Thank you so much for making me who I am. You formed me long before my parents even met, you know I'd come into this world and you have a plan for my life. Lord I pray that I wont deviate from that plan. I can screw things up so royally. The way I so easily "fall in love" with every good lookin Christian guy. I asked you to test what I feel for Gordon and I'm definately being tested. But I'm so human father. I ask for dinner and then I go for the donut. Lord I don't want to live my life asking for one thing while reaching for another. Yet that's what I do. All the time. I ask to be happy, and then put myself into a bad position. I ask for friends and then I treat the ones I have badly. Thank you Lord for loving me in spite of all my shit. But then shit happens, and somehow u always seem to be able to make manure. I'm so proud to be your princess. To be your daughter. To know that you love me amazes me. That you sent your son to die for me so that all the crap I've pulled could be forgiven and forgotten and that someday I will be able to see your face and spend eternity with you. Lord help me to become desperate for lost people. Help me to make the most of every opportunity. Help me to love those I'm angry with or unable to presently forgive. Help me to live my life dependently on you. You are the strongest thing about me Lord. Without you I am nothing. I love you Jesus. | | |
| It's interesting how different dreams come and go. For a while I WANTED TO BE A SINGER. That didn't last just cuz I can't sing, not that I have a terrible voice but I have pitch problems, I like to jump octaves. To be a Homocide Investigater didn't last past high school. It'd be cool, but I really don't want to put the effort into it. Now, I want to travel and become myself. Dancing will be a part of me. My first kiss, my husband, all the romantic things I ever wanted to do, and of course when I'm married all the places I want to have sex in. Anyways, my dreams are changing and they will change still. Dancing has become a big part of my life. I hope that someday I can compete in Ballroom dancing or Swing dancing. That'd be so rad! | | |
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